FAILURE


Licking my lips I lean
in for the first kiss
He says I am mistaken
Leaves me eyes closed, mouth open

Big people fly in
To see me rise to the occasion
I know this is it
But occasions make me sink like a stone 
They fly home

Opening the paper 
I   see my big idea
punctured like a balloon
deflating
 for the whole country to see
Blood pumping through my veins  
As I fall

Here’s to the feeling of failure
Ah, the rush when you made a fool or yourself  
Ah, the liberating fresh scent of failure

You are finally free from yourself

Reading your letter 
It made me remember

When I was a teenager

I had a band that no one knew of

If I express my love for no one
I won’t be rejected
If I play my songs to no one
They won’t be made fun of
If I point out my own flaws
Put them on a shirt

Here’s to the feeling of failure
Ah, the rush when you tried and you fell  härmas
Ah, liberating fresh scent of failure

It's a big fuck off sign to yourself

Free falling
Free falling into thin air  
Who will be left when I come down
What parts will be there



Free falling
Free falling into thin air 
if it fit didn’t please them

I must have done it to please
me
it must mean
I am finally free

In this song alone I worry:
Am I too straight, am I
saying things that belong to
refrigerator magnets 
but

Oh no! I am liberated now
I will do no such thing
 as to hide what I’m saying 
Hear the strings play it  

Here’s to the feeling of failure
Ah, the rush when you made a fool or yourself

The liberating fresh scent of failure

It's a big fuck off sign to yourself